I have been in a fairly depressed state lately. Mostly just extremely stressed and have more going on at one point than I can handle. I’ll pull through, but it’s tough. I’ve been having increasing amounts of anxiety attacks, and I’m finding myself quite paranoid about my career of choice as I attempt to change my embouchure and sound like I am in the 5th grade again, relearning my instrument. If you went from a specific level of talent to sucking it up again, you wouldn’t be happy either.
Well, I woke up today to snow. How depressing. It’s been snowing for about eight hours and we’ve got another ten hours to go before it’s allegedly supposed to stop. Here’s a photo of my personal horror as I look out the window this morning.