Am I saved by the grace of God? I think that is a fantastic question that I cannot answer. Only God can. If I was anybody else that has done the things that I have (repented, prayed, etc. etc) I would say “yes, the Lord has forgiven you of your sins”…it would seem pretty obvious to me…
Why am I thinking this way? Well, one…I have not experienced God’s power yet. I’ve felt peace and change into my life, whether or not it’s actually God…I have no idea. I say it is, because it seems pretty coincidental, but I have no real true proof for that.
But the Bible says something about being a believer and then falling away and how that is unforgivable. Or something along those lines. Like “it is better to have not believed than to have believed and then fall away” (The quotations do not make it a direct quote…) I cant remember exactly where it’s at, but if you want I can look for it…Just ask.
So my question is…am I saved? I believed, I fell away…am I forgiven?